Sayafrancis' Journals

Stolen from: vengeanceluver!

Pick Your Artist:
Placebo!!! <333

Are you male or female:
Nancy Boy

Describe yourself:

Kitty Litter (lol)

How do you feel about yourself?:

20 years

Describe where you currently live:

Sleeping with ghosts

If you could go anywhere, where would you go?:

Follow the Cops Back Home

Your best friend is:

Julien!

Your favorite color/shape is:

Blind

What's the weather like?:

Happy You're Gone

Favorite time of day:

English Summer Rain

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called?:

Second Sight

What is life to you?:

Commercial for Levi

What is the best advice you have to give?:

Come Home

If you could change your name, what would it be?

Pierrot The Clown

Your favorite food is:

The Innocence of Sleep

Thought for the Day:

Spite & Malice

How would you like to die?

Bionic

Your soul's present condition:

Peeping Tom

The faults you can bear:

The Bitter End

Your motto:

Without You I'm Nothing

Steal if ya want....

I totally love Placebo!!!! <333

Black Mamba chpt1

Yeah I write fics too :)

If I would have to resume my life in a phrase it would be: "love me or leave me or rip me apart this is the voice that i was given and if you don't like it take a long walk" I believe that life is done of what you give and receive, my life always have had lot of changes; for example: nobody could believe that a girl from a little town of Ohio would end living in Las Vegas right? Well I got there because of fate and fame, I always love dancing and I dance all kind of stuff, thatâ�™s the reason I went to Las Vegas besides I wanted to run away from the place I belongâ�¦my father left my mother when I was 5 and we always had money problems, I decided I won't stand it up so I left when I ended high school and here I am as a dancer living the hard night life since 3 years ago. In this kind of works you always have some kind of situations not so normal with the men, they ask you for some kind of stuff later and it's not that bad at all you can say "no" without a problem and if you are nice they would help you, I live in a nice department with other 2 girls I work with, we got the money to buy it because their "friends" helped us with. People call me "black mamba" because they think I'm dangerous with my dancing styleâ�¦in some way my nickname gave me fame and there were 2 guys I'll never forget who can relate to this, they taught me that life is always done of what you get and give and here's where the story startsâ�¦

A cold sunny day of autumn was ending in Las Vegas, 3 girls are arriving to their works in a night club, their names? Mandy (known as Ms Murders) Sue (known as Teenage Queen because she looks really young even if she is the biggest one) and Emily (known as Black Mamba) they work all night long starting their works at 9pm & ending 4am but they have to arrive a little early to get preparedâ�¦

-I'm really tired, I shouldnâ�™t have gone with Mike yesterdayâ�¦-says Sue while she was lighting a cigarette

-It's not your fault you havenâ�™t seen each other in a while and be honest you enjoyed it-said Mandy a bit pissed-look at me I havenâ�™t seen Ronnie in a while

-thatâ�™s the problem of dating a musician don't you think?-I said a bit bored of their discussion-you both got boyfriends so easy...I have to conform with the guys of the club

-it's not that hard-said Sue trying to cheer me up-look sometimes good looking guys arrive there maybe youâ�¦

-but I want something real like what you have! Not just one night stand with a hot guy!!!I wish somebody could arrive for me one dayâ�¦

They arrived to the club and went to practice

*Already in the night*

The club was at its full that day, and of course that means a lot of work! I was about to give up that day (like if I could) so I asked some of the new girls if she could cover me just for half an hour so I could take a little nap and when she ended I got back. I went to the dressing rooms and when I opened the door I saw a guy outside in the window

-what theâ�¦-I said and walked outside to saw what's going on.

When I got to the back and looked at him I got in a shock, a tall pale guy with green eyes and blonde hair looked at me with an anxious face, I never saw him before in the club and looked not so "cool" to be one of the girls boyfriend.

-Sorry if I disturb you-he said-but you know how can I get in? I don't look that good they can let me in, besides if they ask I don't have money to pay for anything here!

-so what are you looking for here? This is a night club

-I know butâ�¦you have waiters here right?

-ohh now I see, wait here a bit I'll look for Nathan so you can talk with himâ�¦

-But I don't want to disturb youâ�¦-he started to say

-It's ok I'm on my break now just wait here-and I went inside again

It took me a little while to look for Nathan, because he's always busy with the waiters or problems with drunken people, when I finally got him I told him about the guy outside waiting for him

-I don't have time tell him to come back tomorrow at 2pm-he said

I went back with the guy outside, the weather was cold and he was wearing only a jacket over his shirt

-God you are freezing! Come here-I told him and let him in

I took them to the dressing room I owned with Sue & Mandy and he sit in the sofa

-Thanks, I was freezing outside-he said and smiled

-it's ok, sometimes some girls or boys come here asking for a job and Nathan leave them outside even if its winter; but if you got the job he will always find the way you can stay comfortable, this is one of the most important night clubs in Las Vegas you know? But if you got the job he will also ask you for always be on the top of your energy and ability, so get used to it soon

-I don't mind I really want this work!-he said-I need a half time job to pay the rent of my department the other work doesnâ�™t fill the bill

-Oh what you do?-I asked really interested

-well I work in a starbucks and its ok but I need to do something else besides I practice with my friends, we want to be famous

-wow thatâ�™s pretty nice I love starbucks and having a band? That simply rocks! What do you play?

-I play guitar but we don't have a vocalist and we are looking for one but we need money our gear needs to be fix a littleâ�¦

In that moment Mandy entered in the room and put a weird expression and then I understand why, I was very close to the guy and holding his hands

-Hey boy-she said looking him with a mean expression -you are gonna have it bad if Nathan finds you here so you should go now, and if you are asking for a job come tomorrow

He looked shy so he stood up and put on his jacket again but still looking he was freezing

-Take this-I said giving him my whit scarf-you are going to die outside there-I told him as I smiled

He smiled also and took my scarf; his hands were so warm even they looked so coldâ�¦

-I never knew your name-he said meâ�¦

-Emily and yours?

-Oscar-he said and he left out of there

I thought I was alone so I was about to finally take my nap when someone hold my arm

-ah ah you are not going to sleep, what with that Oscar guy?

-I've just met him and he asked me for a favor!-I said a bit pissed because of her attitude

-well don't take that seriously he seems like a poor guy who really needs moneyâ�¦but I can't deny he was hot

-Damn he is-I said-well now you can leave so I can take my nap right?

Right down in that moment the girl I asked the favor came in

-I'm done m'am-said the girl a bit shy because of the presence of Mandy

-Ok, thanks I'm coming-I told her as I took out some money-and here you are-giving her the money

The girl got out of the room and we remained in an awkward silence for a moment

-Well I gotta get back to work-I told her while looking in the mirror-are you planning on getting out with some of the guys, or for once in your life plan on arrive early to the apartment?

-I don't know yet-she said-maybe but we shall seeâ�¦

-As you want-I said and got out of the room

When I went out I found Nathan standing in front of me. I admire and really trust that man, owning his own club at the age of 23 and in just 3 years make it one of the most popular clubs around, besides he's kind of pretty with his blonde hair and bright blue eyes; he and his twin brother Matthew handle this place together and it was going pretty well.

-Where the heck you were?-he asked very angry-a girl told me she was covering you

-well yeah I felt really tired so I decided to take a nap but didn't work so don't worry I'm back-I said with a calm voice

-better don't try to do this very often-he said-but just go and do your thing-he finished and went to the back side

*already in the morning*

Everything was very calm and I didn't know how I appeared in the apartment, just in my bed ALONE. I looked at the clock; it was 9:00am

-Awww man what the fuck happened here?-I said-I got a headache and its very early for me, I just had 4 hours sleepingâ�¦and seems they didn't arrive yesterday, oh well I suppose I'll sleep more peacefullyâ�¦

*3 hours later*

-I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING DAMN IF YOU ARE SURE OR NOT ABOUT IT!!!!-Someone yelled in front of the door-BUT I WON'T LET YOU TO TAKE MORE SPACE THAT THE ONE YOU ALREADY HAVE!!!!

-WELL THEN I'LL DROP OUT MY THINGS FROM THE WINDOW SO NOW YOU CAN GET YOUR "SPACE" BUT YOU'LL HEAR ME I WONT TAKE OFF THESE THINGS FROM HERE I'LL DROP WHATEVER YOU LIKE BUT NOT THESE!!!-Another voice yelled in front of the door also-AND BY THE WAY YOU ARE NOT ANYONE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT SPACE!YOU ALWAYS MESSED UP EMILY'S THINGS AND INVADE HER SPACE!!!!!

-BUT SHE HASN'T COMPLAINED YET, THE DAY SHE COMPLAINS ABOUT IT I'LL TAKE OFF MY FUCKING THINGS!!!!

-Could you please shut up?-I'm trying to sleep-I said appearing in the middle of the room just giving them a despiteful look-really I'm fucking tired so you just shut up or I'll drop the things of both away!-I yelled as I closed the door and got back to sleep again.

2 hours later I finally woke up; I heard some whisperings in the other side of the door and walked out. There were Mandy and Sue now sit in the big old pink sofa of the living room, both were holding a cigarette in each one hand.

-Hey you are finally awake-Said Sue looking at me with a resentful look-you didn't have to be that mean a couple of hours agoâ�¦

-Sorry-I said interrupting her monologue, she gave a fierce look but let me finish-I was tired to death and about your thingsâ�¦

-Oh yeah Mandy didn't told YOU well to be honest she had already told ME-she said looking at Mandy with a bit of hate?-she is planning on moving soon with Ronnie

-oh! Really? Well that's great! When you'll move?-I said trying to look cheerful about it, but I didn't care at allâ�¦

-the next month, he found a very nice apartment in the suburbs but first he have to fit the bill with the concerts he's giving with the band along the state-she said, her voice wasn't showing any emotion and in some way sounded bored and if she doesnâ�™t want that-so I got better start to make up this mess and see how we'll move it later

-â�¦mmm cool! Well then ehâ�¦I gotta go to the super market in a moment you want me to bring you something?

Both shacked their heads so I got as fast as I could to my room and closed the door

-God is getting harder to live with them-I muttered as I gave a look to my room and sighed looking all the things that were there.

It was a pretty room a bit small but fit for all the things I owned in that time. A bed in the corner with a little bedside table with an ashtray over it; in front of it a big dressing table with makeup nail polish and lingerie over it, next to it the closet with the bags and shoes spreading over the floor and a chair and a table in the other corner with the last night clothes over them. I was the only one with a window in the bedroom and I felt glad with it, because for some strange reason they never wanted a window in their rooms, it was a big window from where I almost have a look for the entire city, and more far the mountains and the desertâ�¦

I got out with the first jacket I found and walked out, when I was going downstairs I bumped with Ronnie in the entrance. I always had a problem with him but nobody noticed it; when everyone joined and there he was I always felt awkward because even he was talking with someone else he was always looking at me with curiosity and loads of interest neither there was Mandy or not, I never liked that and in some way he scared me, with his disturbing appearance, but one thing I can deny: he was so damn hot!. He was tall and not so pale with his skin covered with tattoos, he has a beautiful long black hair but his best feature was his big dark eyes that can penetrate to the deepest part of your soul and heart.

-Hey Emily what's up?-he said in a calm way but I wasn't calm at all for the way he was looking anything but me

-hi Ronnie! How you doin? Why you are here? Mandy said you still in tour across the state

-yes and this night we perform in Las Vegas so I decided to come and say hi-he said in a cheerful mood, like if he was enjoying that

-oh really? Nice where are you playing tonight?-said pretending to be interested but honestly I wanted to get the hell out of there!

-we play in The House Of Blues so if you want to come give me a call and I'll get you some tickets-he said giving a big smile like if he was happy that I "was interested"

-oh sorry I can't I'll be working late, its Saturday so people don't go so early tonight-I said trying to look I was pissed with the idea, for some strange reason I didn't want to get him upset, we were alone in the stairs of a 2^nd floor so I better trying to set a limit and act tactful

-Mmm too bad you can't come-he started to say-and where are you going?-he asked with great interest and started walking with me as I was going down

-I go to the super market better not come with me it will be hella boring and why someone as cool as you go there?!-I said in a calm way-and besides werenâ�™t you coming to see Mandy? She is the apartment and Sue will go out in a while so you can have the entire apartment for you-I said smiling and wishing he changed the idea of coming with me and go with her.

He stood and started to think, he was still looking at me and in his face appeared an upset expression but then seemed like if he changed of mind

-well yeah it'll be boring going to the marketâ�¦

Fine he was not coming with me

-â�¦but I will wait you here until you arrive so I can help you with the bags-he said looking pleased with the idea

-you will wait here in the stairs?!-I didn't understand-were you not coming to seeâ�¦

-Nah, she can wait-he said waving his hand with disinterest-and well it was not precisely Mandy the one I come to see-he said trying to get closer to me

For that time I got definitely fucking scared so I moved so quickly I nearly make him fall from the stairs

-sorry, I'd better get hurry so you can't wait so long here-I said and I get out almost running from there

When I was in the street everything seemed different from the scene a few ago was getting develop in the stairs of an apartment building, I started to walk and when I was walking I felt so in peace like if everything was a blurry memory.

When I got in the supermarket I took my time to look for all the things I needed, I didn't want to get so quickly to Ronnie's presence, I even looked for some clothes and watched a bit the TVs, when I was going back to the apartment I looked a starbucks in the other side of the street

-hey it has been a while since I buy one of those tasty green tea frappe-said cheerfully and started to walk toward it.

When I walked to the cash register I got completely shocked, in front of me there was a tall so damn pale guy with green eyes and almost white-grayish hairâ�¦

IM BACK!!!

hehe finally Im back here sorry if I haven't here for a while but I figured out how my myspace works so I use it more and then have tons of work with photoshop and well two of my fics but like hell I leave this site!!! its amazing and I know a lot of cool people (that I foundedlater on myspace) how could I leave it? really the people I met here even if dont talk with them as often as I used to taught me a lot and show me lot of different things that here in Mexico I could never find really thank you and I prmise I will be here more!!!!

A7X concert

OMG Im so excited about this yesterday I went to Avenged Sevenfold concert totally amazing I went with my friend it started at 9:00 pm the crowd was fucking crazy yelling for them!!! they looked so gorgeous and so amazing matt any time was shouting mexico city and the crowd started to yell it was so funny XD the songs they played were: Critical Acclaim dunno (sorry >.<) Afterlife Beast and the Harlot Scream Walk (pantera cover) Seize the day Bat country Almost Easy Gunslinger Unholy Confessions Dunno (sorry agin >.<) A little piece of heaven Matt promised they will be back soon I cant wait althogu I was going about to die twice it was very cool A7X for life!!!

I will miss this...

Well I know that some of you already know what happen about aiden and why they canlled their cocnerts and all that...I will not put it with my words but in the band words this is take form his blog in their myspace I miss Jake you know he was cool I liked him much hope he will be good well I leave the entry see ya! Where the day takes you......... Hello everyone, I know you all are wondering why we pulled off our last North American run with Scary Kids and Schoolyard Heroes. I've read some of the ridiculous rumors that people have been coming up with, Jake was dead, I was dead, Nick was dying, OMG UFOs have landed?!!? Jesus fucking christ, this shit is out of control. My favorite so far is that Angel is becoming a priest. I laughed my fucking head off when I read that. Maybe a priest in the Church of Satan, that's something I would have believed. I'm sorry we have kept you in the dark for so long. You see, we each have personal lives outside of the band that are kept private for a number of reasons. Mainly for sanity sake. To make us feel human, to make us feel connected to the real world and not so invaded. We aren't even a big band by any means, yet strangely enough some people feel as though they need to know everything about everyone all the time. We have been consistently on the road traveling for the past 4 years. In those 4 years we have been in seattle a total of maybe 5 months. That's including time we spent in the studio making the "Rain in Hell" ep and our new album "Conviction". It's enough to make anyone crazy, and bring almost any kind of personal relationship to the brink of disaster. So we all felt inclined to take a breather for the first time in what seems like forever. And with that....... We are announcing that Jake W is no longer apart of Aiden. We will continue on as a 4 piece. I know this may come as a shock for some of you, and some of you could care less. I just want to say to everyone that this is by no means the end. This... My dearest friends is but a beginning, a new chapter has opened up for us and the fire you saw before will be replaced with a much higher level of intensity. (sorry to all the people who would like to see us to break up, you can keep on hating another day. Believe.) Being in a band on tour is similar to living in a fairy tale place like Never Neverland, (and no, not the crazy ranch that Micheal Jackson lives on with merry-go-rounds and monkeys running around all over the place.) It's a whirlwind of excitement, where you don't have to get up and work for some asshole you hate and where you can pretty much do whatever the fuck you want. You wake up in a new city or country everyday to venture out in and find a new experience with. It's the most incredible thing that has ever happened to me. I know that there are a million kids out there with a guitar that can sing and play a 1000 times better than me, yet for some obscure reason can't seem to make it out of their bedroom. I am grateful for everyday that I get to wake up, open my eyes, take a deep breath and live another day. Not to mention the fact that people care enough about our band to support us and allow us to have this extraordinary experience. Which is what it all boils down to. You! Ladies and Gentlemen, the fans. You are the reason we are able to do this. Without you we are nothing. Thank you for your continued belief in our little band. Through it all we have seen the world, played some really magnificent shows, and met some of the most wonderful people on earth. Get ready for something so much more...... Aiden

Mike Dirnt B-day

yeahh today is MIke Dirnt's birthday!!!!jaja the awesome bassits of Green Day have now 36 years old (gettin older but not less cooler) jaja we wish him a ha ppy birthday from here his fans (also gd fans) of mexico (or at least my gd fan freinds XD) HAPPY BIRTRHDAY MIKE!!!

Angel Ibarra b-day

today is angel ibarras's b-day lol hope he have a great day to day hes awesome and I like him a lot happy b-day angel! jeje see ya!

Jake W b-day!!!

yeah today was jake w (big buns XD) birthday we want to wish a happy birthday today!!!!!!!

lonelyness

I start to feel alone sometimes that pisses me off but the exams and all the things I have to do doenst give me time to get some fun..the only fun is the internet especially this site really the people here is totally amazing thank u for make my world a little happy well see ya!

billies birthday

waaaaa today is billie joe's birthday he has 36 now ^^ hes old XD no we send here a happy birthday to billie from green day hope u goo day!!!